Poor and Broken

A couple of months ago i had 3 jobs, which mean 3 paychecks. Before getting married I hardly dedicated anytime to myself or anybody else who wasn't a client for one of my jobs. All of my relationships were suffering, including the one with my novio. We would fight because I would spend more time planning somebody's life, than planning our own wedding.

My weekends were spent at the mall or with JJ, spending money was not too big of a deal; I had two paychecks every week, even if one was smaller it made a difference.

Now i'm down to the one job, que no estoy tan segura que me gusta, y one paycheck. It's driving me crazy! I can't go out and buy shoes because i can't afford it, i can't buy lunch because i can't afford it.

But on the bright side i get to spend more time with people that care about me....

Lui