Sueños

This weekend I was dreaming about Eduardo, from my ESL class. It freaked me out. I haven't seen him or talked to him since we went out to see a movie, which was a strange day. Not a date, just a day out with one of my ESL students, yes weird i know.

I met him when he came to the ESL classes, but didn't really talk to him until Jen told me that he was going to become a priest, but changed his mind and moved to US. We started talking about that and went on for about an hour, not only from his priesthood, but about life. We exchanged phone numbers later and we stayed out talking about computers another day.

Anyway, in my dream he was mad at me. He refused to talk to me and pretended not to see me. I was upset, why was he mad? then i realized that he knew i was married... then i woke up, next to my husband. I never told him that i was getting married, just like i didn't tell many people, it was necessary and i hated getting those weird questions from People. My intentions were not to go out with him, or date him, but i just never got around to telling him. In my dream he felt hurt that i hadn't said that, not because he wanted to go out with me, but because as his "friend" i didn't mention it.

I kept thinking about that dream, and wondering why. I am happy with JJ most of the time; Eduardo and I had almost nothing in common, he was only here for a short time, he didn't know about everything about being a mexican living in US. But i keep thinking about him. I wish that i could take him out of my head!