Are we or no somos ?

I don't know where J and I stand anymore. After the break things have just gotten so weird and unconfortable.

We talk about nothing and the only thing in my mind everyday is the question of whether he will call me that day or not.

When i call him he doesn't pick up, and if he calls back i don't have anything else to say back to him.

When we talk all we do is blame each other for being selfish and not thinking about the other person in the relationship.