Why is he acting soo nice?

Tuesday morning September 27, 2005.

I got up at 6:15 this morning, well woke up at 5:15. J likes to hear his alarm clock for 45 minutes before he gets up. I go to take a shower and find J in the shower already, how did i not hear this in the way over here? i ask myself. Maybe because you are still sleeping, says another voice in my head. I head back to the bed, it's cold, and I lay there thinking about why for some reason the earlier i go to bed the harder it is to get up.

20 minutes later J comes all dressed and shaved and tells me to get up, "it's past 6:30, you have to get up or you are going to be late." What ? 6:30 already? i was up by 6 what happened? I get up feeling even more drowsy thatn half an hour ago. Making my way to the bathroom i take off my clothes and get in the shower. It's not working, it's not waking me up.

Getting out of the shower i notice that fall is coming. J left the window in the bathroom open and the window is letting cold air in.

2 minutes later i find myself staring at the tv, the today show with Matt Lauer and Katie Couric. Why do they always put the hombre first, i thought she was the one who brought all the ratings in? 20 minutes went by and i'm still standing in front of the TV... time to go !

I forgot to buy milk for breakfast this morning, and if my body doesn't get something it will not work all day long and i'm already feeling crappy.

I stop by starbucks and pick up a latte, J is going to freak out when he finds out.

I get to work and it's the same thing as always... nothing. I go through my same routine checking voicemail. If it doesn't get done it's something i will hear about. My comptuter goes on, again the usual; e-mail 1, business e-mail, e-mail 2 and sucias group.

Then out of nowhere J calls. "Hello" i answer. "Hi honey, how are you"
"ok, how are you?"
"oh doing good, i was just calling to see how your day is going"
Right, why would he call just to see how my day was going, ok maybe i'm paranoid and i have lost the ability to belive in romance.

"Ok, thank you for checking. My day is going about the same as any other day." i tell him.
"i wanted to ask you something." he says, charming and sweet voice. "There is this dinner tonight, a guy at work gave me a ticket for it, a lot of opportunities for networking". I listen to his pitch, thinking that he is going to ask me to come with him, in the back of my mind i start to ask myself, what can i wear. And he finishes his sentence with "and i won't be coming home until late, but i won't go if is not ok with you".

What? he is going by himself? "Yeah, it's ok you can go". I answer thinking that i didn't really want to be at a party anyway.

"i want you to know that if is not ok with you i won't go, i want to spend time with you, and i know you don't like to be alone". he continues talking.

"NO, it's ok go." i interrupt him.
"ok, i'll be home late, see you when you get home"

"wait!" I say, "that's why you were being so nice."
"no, no. " he says "of course not, i am always nice to you"
"yes, of course. Especially when you want something".
"no, that's not true"
"ok, get off the phone i have to plan the rest of my evening"

We hang up, and i think to myself 'if he is not home i will go watch a movie, eat out and go to the mall!'

So, tonight i'm watching Just Like Heaven I love that Mark Rufalo, he is soo adorable.