Me lleva la...

We are down for one fight in one week. I would say we are doing great, he would say we are taking it slow and trying to work things out.

Couple of weeks ago i decided to move back to Mexico if things don't work out better for me by June. I need a break after J's episode of " I need some space, I need to figure out things" my heart can not take much of this neither can my body.

I went to his place on sunday, i almost had to beg him to let me come, he wants me to spend the night or nothing. Which seems that will most likely end up being nothing and i can't stand that. We only had one major fight, the days that have gone by seem to be going good. I don't know what to think anymore.